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Venusian Council Energy Update

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The energies that have been streaming in since the third week of December are really doing some serious work within us. They are pulling up long hidden, deep fears and anxieties. Here is an energy update explaining what is happening followed by a channeling from the Venusian Council.

I hope that you all are doing well and managing in these higher energies.  Sending love and the intention that we transverse these waves with ease and grace. Thank you to all who share this work, it is greatly appreciated.

Jenny

 

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Channeling text:

We are the Venusian Council. We come to you to give information on what is taking place within your planet. The energies have changed, there is an ebb and flow to them that does not match anything that you have previously received.  Understand that you have been here before, many of you.  Those who have lived during the Atlantean times cellularly remember this space. You know deep within that you have been here before, for some of you this brings about fear and discord. For others, it brings excitement. We want you to understand that you are not your cellular memory and while it has been beneficial throughout your many lives to keep this recording, it is no longer so. For those who feel fear, who fear that there is doom and that there is imminent demise currently taking place, it is simply because you have been here before. There have been many attempts, some successful, for the human to ascend, to walk the narrow path that lead to other dimensions, other frequencies. There are those who have felt these energies before and were not able to complete the task. For them, these energies are painful reminders. However, you must know that this time, there will be no mistakes. While there will be changes that are the result of the elevated frequency on your planet, know that humanity will not be done for. There will not be a reset.
So we ask you to see our energies, to feel them as a sign that you are on your way. That as a whole, humanity is changing.  You will come to a point where you will feel within a shift, and the fear will leave, for your cells will not have a reference point for anything beyond. This point is where you will walk into the shoes of the creator. For this point it will be your choice, how you feel, how you act and how you receive. We recommend that you speak to your cells, your form. Explain that you understand where the feelings are coming from, but that the form is safe. For some of you who are feeling anger, guilt, remorse, and frustration, we ask you to tap into these energies and release them. Know that at the time of Atlantis there was much discord, there was much frustration, similar to how many of you have also felt in this time. However, things have been put into place to not allow annihilation of the human race.
So you must trust that this time will be different. You have a choice as these energies flood into your planet more and more, as your children are born carrying these frequencies, you have a choice to embrace the love that is being offered. The hope that is being offered or should you choose you may allow yourself to sink into what was.  Allow your heart to open, allow it to be full. Allow your eyes to see the new possibilities, for they are all around you. It is important to anchor the energies in through you, this can be done very easily with intention. Intend to bring these energies through your form, deep into the foundation of the earth, without fear, but with joy and gratitude. For this marks a very important phase in the development of the ascending human. For as these frequencies surround your planet and as they anchor in and change all that is, it creates a greater ability for your soul to descend upon you. Consider it a meeting ground, for as you rise to match these frequencies, your soul is able to lower to match them as well. This is a blessed union and this is what changes everything.
We call on you to open your hearts, to feel the frequencies and to tap into the joy that surrounds you that is yours.
Until we meet again.

 

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New Energies and Contact being made from Venus

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This really is an exciting time, Ascension is in full swing. The energies are increasing to levels we have never experienced before. We are now receiving energy being sent directly to us from Venus. This energy is pure love and it is helping us to see even more clearly all the areas in our personal and collective world that do not resonate with this frequency. Once we see it we can than heal it and change it.

A being from Venus began contact with me on 12/23 in the dream state. The being that came to me had symbols on his burgundy robes that glowed. I tried to access them outside of dream state but was unable just yet. It seems that we must go through a calibration period so that we can accept and understand the frequencies being given.

On Christmas Day my little one was drawing with her new water-color pens and she shows me a picture she completed. She said that it was for me and immediately I noticed the symbols and they matched what I saw in the dreams. She requested that I put them on facebook because she said my friends needed to see them. I questioned her on how she knew to draw these symbols and she told me she just knew she had too. I have posted the symbols here:

 

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My next experience with this being came in meditation. This is where he explained that he is from Venus and is considered part of the Angelic Realm, just from “a different house” then we have accessed before. He told me I could call him Lord Tolin. He explained that he and his grouping are now able to access earth and give assistance in the ascension process.

Below please find a brief video that gives a greater explanation and suggestions on how to make contact with this group.  I hope that all of you are well and are finding peace and balance in the energies.  Thank you to all who share this work, it does mean the world. Here is a link to Steven North’s blog that gives more information on this recent development as well: http://www.stevennorth.com.au/the-venusian-story/

Jenny ❤

 

 


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**As with all information we receive regarding the ascension process, discernment is necessary. If you read or hear something and it does not resonate, simply let it go and find what makes your soul say YES! **

 

Massive Energy Wave Blanketing the Earth

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Brief update on the Massive Energy Wave that has blanketed the earth.  Every living thing is being affected by this energy in some way, shape or form. Amazing times!

 


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Copyright 2016, Jenny Schiltz

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**As with all information we receive regarding the ascension process, discernment is necessary. If you read or hear something and it does not resonate, simply let it go and find what makes your soul say YES! **

Update on the New Earth & Incoming Energies

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I wanted to take a moment and share some really incredible information that was shared with me. About a year or so ago, at the suggestion of my guides I stopped sending a grounding cord into the earth core crystal. They told me that it was more important that I ground deeply into my body and send a cord upwards to the galactic core. The other day I woke and I could feel that there was a group wanting to communicate with me, but I couldn’t pinpoint who. So I went about the task of clearing my aura, aligning my charkras and setting intentions for the day. As I was scanning the heart chakra, I heard my highest aspect say “Send a cord down into the earth”. I was surprised that as I sent my cord down I saw a huge tree growing out of the huge rose quartz crystal.

In 2012 when I began anchoring a cord into the earth, I saw the earth core crystal as a black hematite looking stone. In 2013 through the end of 2014, I watched the crystal go from a black hematite, to a Smokey quartz, then to a quartz, and finally change to a beautiful rose quartz crystal.  When I first saw the rose quartz crystal near the end of 2014, I noticed that it pulsed, glowing a warm red off and on. , my guides took me on an adventure to the Galactic Core to see the largest rose quartz crystal I had ever seen. This one also pulsed and I realized that they pulsed at the same time. The guides explained to me that earth was finally back “online”, reconnected with the galaxy. There was such excitement over this event. It was a huge milestone for Gaia to raise her vibration enough to reconnect with the galaxy.

Now here it is December 2016 and there is a glorious tree growing on top of the rose quartz crystal. I then took my consciousness down to the center of the earth where I was met by beings I had worked with before. They were so excited, it was as if this was an unveiling, a showing off of the most beautiful child. That’s when it hit me, this is Gaia’s child. This tree represents the New Earth.

My mind flashed back to this intense dream I had in December 2012 of so many of us, thousands of us, holding hands in rings around this incredible giant tree. We were singing, rejoicing and connecting energetically with our tribes. What I didn’t realize then, but do now, is that the ceremony was of Gaia preparing to give birth to the new earth. It was after that time that the crystal began to lighten.

From where my consciousness was in the inner earth, I stared in awe at this majestic young tree and noticed that her leaves had not sprouted. She looked like a tree dormant for the winter. The beings of the inner earth explained that right now 5D is an energetic layer on top of the collapsing 3D and 4D frequencies. This is how so many can seem to ping pong back and forth through the frequencies. This is not necessarily a bad thing because when one fluctuates between frequencies they are able to see what still needs healing every time they dip down into a lower vibration.  Each time you may find it is easier and easier to bring yourself back to center and what once triggered you, will no longer.

The 5D frequency is simply a gateway, a landing pad. Once you anchor into this grid it allows you to continue moving upwards in frequency as you work on integrating first all your human lives and then your galactic lives. As you merge back with all of you, bit by bit, you then begin to access your true magnificence.  It is not that simply you reach the 5D frequency and all is magically perfect, it is that the 5D frequency is the gateway for where the higher work begins. From this place each person is able to continue forward, remembering who they really are as they make their way back to Source.

The beings of the inner earth then explained that in March the tree will begin to sprout, to come into her own. At this time we will begin the process of separating from the original earth.  The way that they correlated this within my mind was to show me a segment from my high school sex-ed class. They showed me an egg being fertilized by a sperm but instead of just fertilizing it, it split it into two perfect zygotes.  They explained that this separating process will begin in March but would take almost 18 months to complete the separation. While what they showed me was a physical seperation (so that I could grasp it – so much of what I am shown is symbolic), there will not be an actual physical seperation what is seperating is the frequencies. They will no longer be intertwined allowing us to bounch back and forth. We will have to be firm in our own internal vibration and integration.

During this time we will continue to be blasted with light and body upgrades. We will continue to be tested and shown where we hold dysfunction. All that is not sustainable in the higher frequencies will have to go or change so that it is compatible with the energy of the new. When things or relationships fall apart, take a moment and realize that while it is confusing and may hurt, it could be saving you from greater pain in the future.

Just know that with each moment all is designed to help you adjust and maintain a 5D and beyond frequency so that once the separation of frequencies is complete you are able to stay in that space. Each test is one more opportunity to see where you need more inner work and also to see just how far you have come. Such deep integration is taking place and all around you is designed to help you become one with the energies and understand all that you are.  At a soul level, you and your team of guides, angels, and ascended masters are orchestrating events to help you get to the heart of the matter at all times.

We just returned from a week in Florida. This was a trip that came about within the last two months when we found $39 airfare. I knew instinctively that there was a higher purpose for me going to Florida, but I was completely unclear as to what it may be. The first stop on our trip was Sarasota where the beaches are 99.9% quartz crystal and are rumored to be a remnant from the Atlantean period.  I absolutely loved it and the energy of the area was so soothing. However, 24 hour after being on the beach I had this odd feeling overcome me. It was one of wanting to give up this work, of not being able to help others, of being ineffective. As I was deep in these emotions, which were quite uncomfortable, I also knew that I had to move through them. It was as if a part of me felt this way, but the other part was saying “its ok, you will move through this and return to your sense of self”. I had this constant dialog going within that explained to the part of me that was wanting to give up that it is not my job to save anyone. That to think I could save someone is ego. My job is to simply shine a light on a different way. That each soul must do their inner work and save themselves.  This finally quieted this sense of failure and hopelessness.  After I returned to balance I was shown in a journey where in the Atlantean times I had done similar work to what I do now. Yet, I had attached another’s progress and growth to my own worth which led me to feel I was a great failure because there were some that I could not “save”. It’s funny because I assumed that I might do some earth healing or be called to do a water blessing on this trip, yet the healing was for me and deeply profound.

What I found fascinating is that I then learned that there were others, particularly healers that experienced similar emotions around that time. To me, it shows that the energies were coming in to show us where the savior complex had led us astray and how not to repeat it again. Others informed me that what hit them wasn’t so much the feeling that they had failed before in some fashion but that they are failing in this now. There is a feeling of hopelessness and of deep doubt about this entire process. All the propoganda out there and the fear being pushed is taking its toll in such a deep way that it is even leading to disconnection from your truth. Just breathe and reconnect within to your soul and know that what is being shown and said is the playing out of old energies. There is no stopping the progression we are on.

We will have a jammed packed month of upgrades and stargates. December has been a very powerful since 2012. I asked why this month in particular and was told that many light blasts correlate to when people are in celebration. Many traditions and religions celebrate this time of year and when one is in joy, light in anchored in faster and with greater ease. On the flip side of this, the holidays can be difficult because of strained family relationships, financial concerns, and loneliness. When this is coupled with the light blasts and stargates it helps us to begin to heal this dysfunction, even if healing means moving away from all that you have known before.

I hope this update finds you well and that you are excited as I am about the incredible news on the New Earth and the progress being made.  Thank you to all who share this work, it means the world.

Jenny


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Copyright 2016, Jenny Schiltz

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**As with all information we receive regarding the ascension process, discernment is necessary. If you read or hear something and it does not resonate, simply let it go and find what makes your soul say YES! **

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Walking in Your Empowerment

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The other day as I was waking I saw very clearly in my mind a metal circular door, with lots of markings. I found myself standing in front of it and as I stood there waiting for it to open I heard clearly “put your hand on it”. Laughing to myself and feeling a little silly, I placed my hand in the smooth spot and the doors opened. I stood there surprised and a little in shock as I realized I was looking into an observation deck of a ship. I walked in and was happy to see my highest aspect looking out the vast windows. She beckoned me over and I looked out the window at the beautiful earth below and was just amazed at the sheer number of ships in the sky.

I asked her if the ships were there for a mass landing as I had seen a few posts saying that landings were imminent. She shook her head and told me no, that a mass landing would bring about fear, panic, and utter chaos. None of which is beneficial in helping people to break free of the control matrix. She did say however, that more and more contact is being made, but on an individual and group basis. This can come in dreams, meditations, and journeying. That people need to simply open up to receiving and put away their logical mind which can interfere with contact. The minute you say “I’m imagining this” or ”It’s not real.” the experience ends.  I tell my clients who do this to tell their thinking mind that they are playing when they go into meditation, because giving yourself permission to play can help stop the logical mind from judging the experience.

As we were talking, Sananda and a few other Ascended Masters entered the room. They explained to me that we are in a critical time. Too many are getting lost in the “Savior” stories. That the belief that ships will descend to save us is no different than the belief in the Christian rapture.  Both of those stories are designed to take the responsibility of fixing our lives out of our own hands. The deep truth is that only we can save ourselves. We must each do what it takes to save ourselves, whatever that means for us.  Another part of the “savior” stories that we have been playing out is the belief that we can save another. Too many are martyring themselves trying to save another at great expense to themselves. It was explained that we cannot change another, but we can be the example. We can show a different way, but we must honor each person’s individual choice. Sananda also explained that each person is being tested during these times. Can we hold our light in the face of chaos and adversity? Can we come from a place of non-judgement and by doing so, truly be the example?

The most important thing they explained to me is that each person must walk in their own power, their own sovereignty. To become the walking master means to understand at the core that YOU are the one that affects your life the most. YOU are the creator of your own destiny. To think that another has control over your life is to give your power away. Can we in the face of reality crumbling maintain the focus on our own growth, our own mastery?  They explained that it has never been more important to empower ourselves to be the highest version of self in every moment.

There was an urgency to this message. Things are going to continue to unfold, truths exposed that have the potential to trigger great outrage within us and the collective. It is up to each us to remain centered, balanced, and loving. It is up to each of us to continue on the path of remembering who we are as the world wakes from a long deep sleep.

At the end of the meeting, I was told that there were body upgrades coming that would require us to rest more and to use every tool that we have learned to move through the next phases. I returned from this incredible meeting to find myself knocked down for a few days with the upgrades so intense they reminded me of what I experienced in 2014. This time however, I knew that on the other side of the stomach pains (explosions), body aches and shivers would be a huge jump in frequency and greater clarity.

I hope that this message finds you well and walking in your mastery and remembering that no one is more powerful in your life than you. Thank you to all who read, share, and support these transmissions.

Jenny


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Copyright 2016, Jenny Schiltz

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**As with all information we receive regarding the ascension process, discernment is necessary. If you read or hear something and it does not resonate, simply let it go and find what makes your soul say YES! **

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Understanding Your Impact on this World

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The guides have asked that I share this experience as it will help each of us truly understand our impact on our world.

I was feeling the need to take a road trip, I had no destination in mind only that I wanted to get away. Within a few hours my husband calls and says, “Let’s get away this weekend”. I laughed at the synchronicity of it all. I asked where he wanted to go and he suggested that we explore the Million dollar byway in Colorado ski country before the roads became too hard to transverse without a four-wheel drive.  I was totally game. That evening we were discussing it and he said that he found a place called the Victorian Inn, we called but they were full. I hopped on priceline and much to my surprise there was listed The Victorian Inn. We booked it and planned our journey.

It turned out that the inn we called was in Oray and the one we booked online was in Telluride. It didn’t matter to us, it was all along the byway. However, I came to understand that being there was no accident. As we were exploring this gorgeous little town of Telluride we saw where there is a hiking trail up to a waterfall. I felt this really strong pull and we decided to make the 3 mile round trip hike to the waterfall.

The three miles seemed doable but it was the incline that was getting me. My lower back and neck were really bothering me and I was starting to get nerve pain down my arms. I felt a little defeated. My journey to health has been a long one and it still continues. Just when I was getting ready to turn around so that I didn’t do damage to my body by inflaming the nerves more and ruining the rest of my trip, I saw waking next to me one of my guides, Eagle Eye. He is the one I merge with to extract things that don’t belong on people such as negative thought forms.  He told me that it was important that I make it to the waterfall, that it was no coincidence that I was at that place, at that time.

I then found myself surrounded by 15 or so Native Americans, they seemed to be in celebration as they walked near me. There were children and dogs running about and it really lifted my spirits. One young brave around 13 started talking to me and told me that he was learning to be a warrior. I asked if his tribe fought much and he said “No, but we fight elk” with his eyes twinkling full of joy and adventure.

In no time we rounded the last bend that led to the waterfall. It was stunning and took my breath away. It took my breath away. Right on time, my husband says to my little one “Let’s leave mom to rest and go do some exploring”. My husband proves to me time and time again that you do not have to spiritual or really understand esoteric things to be of service. You only need to be in tune with yourself to get messages from spirit and allow it to guide you.  That for some mountain biking is as soul healing as mediation.

I settled on a rock overlooking the falls and allowed the stress in my muscles from the hike up leave me. Just then Eagle eye was beside me and he asked if I was ready. I then followed him through an opening deep into the earth. It was there that I saw black goo, thick as tar that needed to be removed. I understood now why I was here, to help Gaia heal. I merged with Eagle Eye and we began removing the goo and sending it to the light above for transmutation. We had removed most of it, but there was this one section that just wouldn’t budge. Eagle Eye then says “You are forgiven for all that you have been blamed for.” Just then this last area came off, turned into bats and began to head to the light of day where they transformed into a whole flock of starlings.

I unmerged from my guide and said to him “What does she need to be forgiven for? It is us that dig into her, take her fluids, and poison her.” He said to me that she has been blamed and cursed for so many things. People blame her when it is too hot, too cold, too much rain, or not enough rain. She is cursed for the storms, the floods, the volcanoes even though much of what happens is her healing, her releasing. He told me that she is no different than us. If someone yells at us, calls us names, or does not see our value, we too take it in and it becomes something that needs to be removed.

The experience for me was heart breaking and eye opening. I too have complained and cursed the earth, not feeling gratitude and benefit for what I am experiencing in this moment. I too have taken earth for granted.  Since that experience, I have been more aware of my thoughts, not only directed at the earth but the ones at myself and others. My guides have been constantly reminding me “Your thoughts are things… what are you creating? What are you sending to other people?”

I have come to realize just how unconscious I can be with my words. For example:  I was already tired and frustrated and was struggling to open a package when I yelled “ARRR I hate life!” Just then I felt the familiar reminder and said “Cancel! Clear!” and then asked myself what I really needed at that moment to bring me back into balance. I needed rest, I had pushed myself too far that day.   I am now consciously watching my thoughts and words, becoming aware of what I am creating in each moment. I am also able to see how my negative thoughts can snowball and really affect all things around me.  That it is up to me to shift my thoughts, word and focus.  To become fully aware of our thoughts and words and their ramifications is a very important part of the process of being a master on earth.

In conversation with my highest aspect last night she said that I needed to share this information in a blog, not just on my facebook page. She explained that the time is now for people to become fully aware of what they are creating with their thoughts and words.  She explained that the last channeling with Lady Nada was not having the impact needed. For some the thought that we can create our own reality, our own personal hologram is too abstract. Many still do not understand that our reality is the living, breathing manifestation of our thoughts. Everything is created by our thoughts because while we may not be able to see them, thoughts are things with form, vibration and substance.

Think on a time when you were witness to a verbal argument, the glaring eyes, and the aggressive or hurt stance of the participants. How did you feel? Did you find a part of your body aching? Maybe your shoulders got tight or your heart started palpitating and you felt under attack even though you were not involved? That is because you were under attack. The energy of their words was flying around and it may have found a home attached to you.

Have you ever been in a bad mood and walked into a grocery store and you can’t find what you need, the people are pissy and you wound up forgetting the one thing you went there for in the first place? Understanding energy and manifestation is understanding that if you had gone into the same exact store at the same exact time but with a better frame of mind, things would have gone smoothly and most the people you encountered would be neutral or pleasant.

I can’t stress enough that it is time to walk in our power and that means being responsible for our creations. I am not saying that we cannot have bad mood or experience negative emotions, it is about owning them and being responsible. That when we react in anger or have negative thoughts that we then ask that all negativity released is then transmuted into healing energy and sent to people and places that need it most.  It’s picking up your trash after a picnic and not leaving it for others to clean up.  It’s about understanding your impact on all around you. It’s about being fully responsible for your creations.

We are in a very important time and we have the ability to shift all around us. We have the ability to create though our thoughts, words and actions. Our job is to make sure that these are in alignment with what we want to create instead of what we don’t want.

I hope that all of you are doing will through this massive shift in consciousness. Be gentle with yourselves for this time is testing us in all ways. Thank you to all who share this work. It means the world.

Jenny

 


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Copyright 2016, Jenny Schiltz

If you repost, please maintain the integrity of this information by reprinting it exactly as you find it here, and including all the links above and the link to this original post. Thank you.

**As with all information we receive regarding the ascension process, discernment is necessary. If you read or hear something and it does not resonate, simply let it go and find what makes your soul say YES! **

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Journey through the Layers of Self

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As some of you know I have been studying to become a shamanic practitioner and in it I have found my home. There is so much value in bringing back all the parts of your soul.  I want to share with you a series of shamanic journeys that I have gone on.

In April, I went on a journey where a tiger came as my guide to take me through the jungle. I rode on his back and we dodged trees at an incredible pace. He led me to the most beautiful castle. It shown bright and sparkly, with towers of gold and glitter. It was as if the jungle had cleared in this spot to allow the sun to shine on it. I asked where we were and the tiger told me it was my mind. Once inside there were separate rooms. Some of the rooms looked bright and cheery but others looked dark and cavernous.

Tiger guided me into one which was a childhood memory of anger, violence and me as a child crumbling to the ground in shock. The next was a room where I was 13 and tried to commit suicide to escape the pain. The next room I was led to was a room of mirrors, and it held all these versions of myself.  It was me at all different ages and stages where I had looked in the mirror and brutalized myself. It was hard to see that this self abuse started young, very young. I stormed out of the room, pissed at the tiger, wanting to know why it all had to be shown again.

He roared a roar and said “Then is it enough?”  Just then a bucket of shit was dumped on me and here I am standing in my mind and shit, literally shit was dumped on me. I was so mad and screamed “STOP!!!!”  And Tiger says “Why? You have done much worse to yourself” I was so angry, but knew he was right. I screamed “ENOUGH! NO MORE! I CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE!” Just then I grew huge, so huge I grew bigger than the castle and expanded up and outward. It was like Alice in Wonderland. It was amazing, I could feel the expansion taking place. Tiger was by my side the whole time telling me that only I can stop the shit (memories, pain, and self bullying) from being dumped. That is was time.

In July, I went on another journey and this time hyena was my guide. I found myself in the familiar jungle, running side by side with hyena. I see the castle up ahead and it sparkled like before but I was wary. Last time had sent me for a loop. I enter and there were the rooms, but they were dull, almost transparent – even the rooms that sparkled before.  Hyena walks over to a fire pit and asks me if I was really ready to leave it all behind.  I said yes, but asked if the light shiny rooms filled with good memories had to go too. He said that even the good ones hold attachment and expectation. I could remember what I wanted, but did not need to be attached anymore.  I thought this was interesting, but then understood that even good memories were of who I was, not who I am now and there are times that felt I changed and had let others down.  I then followed his lead and lit fire to every room, incinerating all that was there.  It felt so GOOD. I felt free, no longer hostage to the emotions that held me for so, so long.

A few days ago, I felt the need to journey and with some free time, I put on a YouTube shamanic drumming and let my spirit go. I didn’t even have to go to the jungle to begin. This time it was an Indian guide who is helping me with my Shamanic studies. She pulled my hand from the bed and said “Are you ready? I think you are.” I followed her and we were back in my jungle, headed toward the castle. There it was before me, shining bright and beautiful. I went inside curious to see what was left after the fire party. We stepped in and I looked and there was no form to the castle anymore, no roof, no wall, nothing. All I could see was stars, planets, milky ways, and infinity.

I look at my guide surprised and she said “Welcome to who you really are. You are ALL, you only had to move through all that was not you.” I’m still in awe.

I understand now why the greatest task on this journey is LOVE OF SELF. It is the hardest thing to accomplish, but it is how we get through all that is not who we really are.

Sending us all Love as we go through this amazing, transformative time. May we all set fire to what we are not so that we can begin to see who we truly are.  ❤

Jenny


 

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